They are sleeping together now.
I don’t know what I expected,
but this wasn’t it.She settles down next to him,
kisses him,
fits into the space where he is not.
And he lets her.What do they do
when I am not looking?
I really wonder.

Did they start this when
I was working long hours?
They never let on at night.
I was totally clueless.

Maybe they needed me to be here.
I am here a lot now.
Lord knows I love them both
and if they love each other now,
I am ok with that.

My Cat and My Dog Fall in Love?

I have been thinking about something a guest speaker said at our church a few weeks back.  He was unsure of his place in his church as pastor, feeling the pressure from those up above & so on & just asked God- what am I doing??  Am I doing what you want me to do, it feels like it but yet it seems as though things aren’t going quite right.  Meanwhile, during his prayer a spider kept weaving it web right in front of him going up & down up & down.  He was annoyed at first, which I would have freaked out & crawled into the fetal position… but anyways finally he hears God tell him that the spider does what he God created him to do, doesn’t think about it, he just does it.  I am so grateful for simple messages that touch me so.  In many ways.  That I don’t need to worry about which path to chose & also that I need to put my talents to work.  I have been much more enthused with my art lately.  I feel like my Abbi Normal stuff is so much more relaxing & fun.  No, it’s not the most challenging but I love doing it.  I got a bunch of jewelry making supplies at Hobby Lobby with our gift card which was so awesome.  I actually have a few things ready to be baked & I have a bunch of ideas, which is refreshing.  I have Africa on my mind frequently of course but feel no real apprehension about it once so ever.  I am just way too excited mainly.  Well I am more than ready to head home today, tired & haven’t eatin all day so I am ready to throw in the towel… or something like that.